i think i need a therapist,

May 29, 2012. - my love story of dillien.

i said i was okay, which is exactly what i will be ! i love you oh so much, which is why i am going to be okay. because i know youre happy. things will be okay with you and cheyanne. yall are perfect together..): i hold back the tears as much as possible, and i get by like i promised myself i would! i promised i wouldnt interfere with your happiness and thats exactly what i wont do! you are irreplaceable. when you told me you were seriously gonna go to prom with me, i cried a little /: because that would of been a dream come true..you leave July 7th & i dont know if ill ever see you again. which is why i dont want you to leave. because when you leave, you have taken a part of me with you. youre forever my cuppycake..forever my heart. forever my love. but i know this is what you want and you said so yourself, she makes you happy. did you ever tell anyone that i made you happpy? im scared to know that answer. i love you dillien kress. with all i have. and it will always be that way! i hope you call me back soon so i can laugh on the phone with you some more and pretend like im okay! im okay when we talk and then im hurt when we dont. but its okay, imma big kid. i got this !